it's literally been the longest day of my life, atleast it feels that way. I can't wait to sleep in tomorrow.
I want a cigarette, but I'm too worn out to go buy some. I'm gonna go watch the bounty hunter online, curl up and sleep. NEXT SATURDAY = EPIC

I'm not pregnant, i'm done with e, and life is looking up. A couple of days can change so many things.
Forgive me for entirely random posts like the last one, out of nowhere i feel this untamable desire to get how i feel about certain, very off topic, things. So on the happiest note possible, ENGLAND. I'm going to england in five weeks, and i just made the decision to go today. My grandparents are missionaries and do work over there in churches with people they've known forever, and last year I went at the same time of year with them and It really changed my view of life. I love traveling so much, so why not take any chance that I have? Not having to pay for my airfare, housing arrangements or food is the biggest perk. I'll get to see an old friend that moved away from Nova last year, and meet some new people. What's not to love about good old fashioned networking? And while you all may be reading this and comparing to my previous posts about not being religious, I would like to rebuttal and tell you that while I don't consider myself religious at this point in my life, i'm very spiritual and have faith in a higher power. Anyway, I'm missing C a lot since our temporary lapse in judgment, and consequential pause in friendship. By summer we'll start seeing eachother more, I guess there's just somewhere else my heart needs to be directed at this time. Who knows. I've got a lot to look forward to and I'm really excited.